Saturday, August 9, 2014

AWESOME Comment From A Nurse!

I got a really good comment by a nurse in regard to this comment from my post "I'm Sorry For The Anesthesia Nurses". 

AnonymousApril 11, 2013 at 12:07 PM
Actually a CRNA IS qualified to deliver anesthesia. In fact, CRNAs were administering anesthesia long before there was any such thing as an anesthesiologist. To become a CRNA, one must complete a bachelor's degree in nursing (with at least a 3.5 GPA for most CRNA schools), pass the NCLEX certification exam, complete at least 2 years of bedside nursing in the intensive care unit, get a high score on the Graduate Record Examination, apply, interview, and be accepted to a credentialed CRNA program, complete 2 years of rigorous coursework and clinicals, and pass a licensing exam. We are taught and are qualified to do everything an anesthesiologist (MDA) can do. No one with a doctorate in basket weaving is qualified to provide anesthesia, unless of course the basket weaving degree was earned in addition to their Master's of Nurse Anesthesia, Doctorate of Nurse Anesthesia, or Medical degree. Please get your facts straight before posting ignorant rants on topics which you know nothing about.

As you can see the comment is from (obviously) an anesthesia nurse.  I want everybody to know how these nurses feel about "stupid" patients who do not know anything about anything.  "Ignorant rants" is what they all say when you object to being poisoned with Versed.  Boo Hoo, I'm so crushed to be denigrated!  (NOT)  Anyway, the following is a rebuttal to the above comment.   I promise you that *I* am not the author of the following... 

As someone who did a second bachelor's degree program in nursing I find it a joke that a "3.5 GPA" is a valid argument. The only time in my life I ever made "Dean's List" was in nursing school, if that tells you anything. My husband is a physician (M.D.) as was my father. They refuse to ever let anyone other than another PHYSICIAN WHO SPECIALIZES in anesthesia even look at them. Both said they themselves would never touch anesthesia as too many things can-and do-go wrong. Just as they were not qualified, neither is a CRNA who has no where near the education or experience of a board certified ANESTHESIOLOGIST who completed a much more difficult undergrad than nursing and most likely with higher than a "3.5." Afterwards 4 MORE YEARS of medical school and THEN YEARS of residency /fellowship which consisted of NO LESS THAN 120 HOURS PER WEEK! (I remember him being gone for days at a time, despite living in resident housing right behind the Emergency Department of the hospital. A CRNA's training can not even come anywhere close to that. My father used to say, If nurses want to 'play doctor' then they should have gone to medical school. Nurses have their place, as do internists, pediatrician a, etc. but anesthesia is most definitely NOT one of them. 

Now you can see that while I like most floor nurses I detest anesthesia nurses.  I absolutely AGREE with everything this nurse says.  She is bright, well written and knows what she is talking about.  Compare her comment against the nasty, humorless, sanctimonious first comment.   That's the difference between anesthesia nurses who want total control and will conk you in the head with Versed just to get rid of you and the nurse directly above.  Amazing difference isn't it?

Saturday, July 26, 2014

New Sanctimonious Pack of Lies

The following comment is from yet another anonymous.  Funny how these anesthesia people refuse to take responsibility for their diatribes isn't it?  lol

"This is ridiculous, you are clearly over reacting to the situation, Versed is not a completely 100% benign drug, no drug is, there are always possible side effects or complications with any drug, it is a calculated risk vs benefit ratio that must be considered and weighed with each patient based on their history and current condition.
To accuse anesthesia practitioners as being malicious or deceitful by administering this medication is just ignorant, this medication is not given for our benefit, we are patient advocates first and Versed is one tool in our tool box to help prevent surgical awareness and recall. If you don't know, intraop awareness and recall is a major concern, mostly because if this occurs there is no way of us to know because during most procedures the patient is chemically paralyzed to protect the patient from injury related to moving while the surgeon is operating. Versed is an amnestic medication given so you don't experience intraop awareness or post op recall. Now call me crazy but I would much rather not remember being cut open or scoped or whatever procedure I would be going through and a couple hours of recovery time than to actually remember it all. By signing the anesthesia consent form you are giving us permission to provide you the 3 A's of anesthesia (amnesia, analgesia, and anesthesia), If you would like to know all the details of every medication you are to be given, ASK! I personally always tell my patients what versed does and to this date I have never had 1 patient say they don't want it or have a problem with temporary chemical induced amnesia.
To say Versed is driving the cost of medical procedure through the roof is also just wrong, Versed is cheap (a box of 25 2mg/2ml vials costs approximately 54$, that equates out to $2.16 per 2mg vial (which is the typical premedication dose). The number of people that require the level of "post versed therapy" you are referring to vs the # that don't is minuscule, so to say it's a driving force in making huge profits for the medical field is just inaccurate, there is no conspiracy here to suck $ out of patients by giving them drugs that are going to have a negative long term effect on their psyche.
I have personally undergone several procedures in which I have received Versed and have never had a single problem with it. To wish all those terrible things you speak of on another is just wrong, I'm sorry you had a bad experience but I would never wish the same on another if it were me that went through it.

You need to seek psychological therapy for your issues if you haven't yet, five years is a loooong time to be this obsessed about one single bad experience."

No honey babe, I am not "over reacting" to the situation.  I was deliberately and maliciously injected with a "lethal injection drug" in defiance of my stated wishes, without permission and it caused me harm.  I have NOT "over reacted" I have reacted like any normal person who is assaulted.

I'm glad you admit that Versed isn't a completely benign drug.  I already know this due to my own "over reaction" to the poison, but thanks for confirming it.  The last part of your run on sentence is false.  Completely and categorically false.  There is no "calculated risk vs (sic) benefit ratio".  You know this is a bald faced lie.  You don't calculate any risk vs. benefit at all when it comes to Versed.  You just routinely use it on everybody.  Risk vs. benefit my patooty.  Nice try.  ..."considered and weighed with each patient based on their history and current condition."?  You expect us to believe this sanctimonious and self serving lie as well?  ROFL.  You don't consider and weigh any such thing with regard to Versed and you know it.  The most patients can expect is that you will give 2mls of the poison to start with and then you may "consider and weigh" how much more you can get away with injecting.  Whether we need/want it or not.

You ARE being deceitful and malicious.  You want an amnestic and "cooperative" patient at any cost to the patient.  It amazes me the amount of denial and self righteousness you people exhibit.  The medication isn't given for YOUR benefit?  Really?  Then how come I couldn't opt out of Versed?  I had a terrible reaction to it, but according to you it was given for MY benefit?  If it was for MY benefit, I wouldn't have gotten it.  What did *I* need Versed for?  Answer:  I didn't.  I said NO to any such thing.  Therefore it was given for the benefit of the nasty little anesthesia nurse.  The one who was illegally posing as a doctor.

As for your "tool box" analogy, you need to get rid of the bad tool.  I had AWARENESS you idiot!  Haven't you read any part of my story?  The evil drug Versed didn't work on me, just like it doesn't work on a whole bunch of us.  What I recall was horrible comments about me, the inability to resist them, the sickening obedience and the like.  You use it to PREVENT intraoperative awareness?  You can't tell if somebody is experiencing intraoperative awareness?  Well, you can't tell if Versed is causing amnesia either, but that doesn't stop you from letting patients SCREAM in pain does it?  You don't give a damn about awareness at all.  So this is just an excuse to use Versed isn't it?

If you had actually read my story you would know that I DID NOT SIGN AN ANESTHESIA CONSENT.  I would NEVER have signed it if it contained the three A's like you claim.  What is anesthesia?  You seem to have some weird idea that anesthesia is different than analgesia.  As for the amnesia part, that was MADE UP after it was discovered that Versed causes amnesia.  Before that people were either awake or knocked completely out.  Why is that?  FOR PAIN RELIEF YOU MORON.  That's what anesthesia is. Pain relief.  Amnesia has no place in anesthesia.  To use amnesia to pretend that your patients aren't suffering is cruel.

Of course I asked what "Vitamin V" was.  I had declined any sort of incapacitating drug, which is my RIGHT.  I also declined general anesthesia for my minor surgery, which, by the way, is best performed WITHOUT GENERAL ANESTHESIA.  Stop trying to twist what happened to me into some kind of normal occurance in which I was able to ferret out any details.  Vitamin V was explained to me as simply a muscle relaxant, not the chemical alzheimers drug, not the amnesia drug, not an incapacitating drug where I would be awake and aware, just forced into compliance.  Of course that wasn't explained to me because I had ALREADY DECLINED ANY DRUGS LIKE THAT.  Get off your damn high horse and read what I have written.

Versed IS being used to drive the cost of treatment through the roof as I have explained on this blog MANY times.  You medical people love it BECAUSE IT'S CHEAP.  Did you really think I didn't know that?  The drug itself is cheap so all that lovely money for "tiers of care", extra monitoring and all the rest is PURE PROFIT!  Any time the cheap sedation drug is used  THOUSANDS OF DOLLARS are added to the bill.  This is just another attempt by you to justify the use of Versed.  Or maybe you never knew just how much it costs to use your "cheap" amnesia and patient compliance drug.  I've heard that you people have a very narrow and limited knowledge of anything other than your love of the drug.  Are you aware of all the charges heaped upon patients as a direct result of using Versed?  Maybe instead of researching the cost of the drug alone, you should understand the other costs associated with it.  Round out your education.

For your information, I didn't need Versed.  I WANTED to be aware and have FULL RECALL of my minor surgery.  Why would you assume that I didn't?  Because it goes with your plan to poison all of your patients?  You are a bad person.  There is no excuse for using Versed even though you gave it the old college try.  Just because YOU claim not to want to remember your medical team torturing you doesn't mean that we all want amnesia.  If I were you I wouldn't brag about getting Versed many times...if you had read my blog you would know that I find it's mostly bright people who have a bad reaction to this drug.  The idea that you like it makes me think you don't have much of an IQ.

PS If your patient is going to have intraoperative recall without Versed then you are using the wrong "tools" in the wrong amounts.  YOU FAIL!  That's one of the reasons you use Versed, admit it.  You are a FAILURE at your job and Versed lets you hide it.  You just HOPE that the Versed works and the patient doesn't remember lying there in pain, paralyzed being operated on.  God you people are bad.

PPS Throwing in another personal insult at the end is absolutely what I have come to expect from our "caring" drug pushers.  You just couldn't resist a little dig could you?  For your information, lots of people with PTSD continue to have a problem with it well after the cause of the PTSD has ended.  You really need to do some research on it before you say something as disparaging as you did.  I have heard this so many times before..."get help". BORING.

Why don't you stop giving people a drug, KNOWN TO CAUSE MENTAL PROBLEMS (not just PTSD) to everybody?  You claim that nobody has objected to chemical amnesia, so either you are a neophyte or you are lying.  Everybody *I* know would decline an amnesia drug especially knowing all the problems and expense associated with it.  We all want PAIN RELIEF.  What person would subject themselves to torture whether they remember it or not?  Nobody *I* know.  I think maybe YOU should seek medical help for your narcissitic personality disorder.  I hear that it's nearly impossible to treat, but for the sake of your patients I do hope you will at least try.

Midazolam as Execution Drug

Here in the United States the "cocktail" of drugs used in executions is a "secret".  No surprise here right?  People might get upset if they learned that their harmless sedation drug is used to kill convicted murderers, child molesters and the like.  If you look elsewhere in the world the drugs are identified.  I guess that overseas people are more brave, intelligent or something and are allowed to know the truth.  The truth is that Midazolam/Versed is used.  www.theguardian.com has an article entitled "How are execution drugs supposed to work?"  Then the article goes on to name Midazolam/Hydromorphone as the drugs used.

Fancy that!  We here in the states are prevented from knowing this very pertinant information.  Do YOU want a drug used on YOU that causes a slow and painful death if given in large amounts? Almost all the anesthesia nurses LOVE to give Midazolam in large amounts.  They simply "jam a tube down your throat". (from the comments here on nomidazolam) In the Guardian article they interview an anesthesiologist who explains the death cycle from Midazolam.  It isn't pretty.  All you have to do is read the latest "execution" debacle using Midazolam.  Convicts are suing not to have this drug combination used as it is "cruel and inhumane" to use it.  How come it isn't "cruel and inhumane" to use this drug on unsuspecting patients who haven't done anything wrong to deserve such treatment?

If Versed/Midazolam isn't good enough to use on convicted felons for their death sentence, then it shouldn't be "good" enough to use on the general population.  This drug should be BANNED.

Sunday, June 22, 2014

E. Bewley's New Book

Elizabeth's new book is out!  The title is "When Health Care Hurts".  I read the book and I found it crammed with information about health care that even *I* hadn't thought about.  Highly readable, the book has patient stories as well as the necessary information on the how to navigate the health care system.  Reasons why "health care" has become so dangerous to our health.  Best book yet on the health care system.  Anybody reading this particular blog needs this book.  That includes YOU TOO medical people.  It will give you insight into what the patient feels about the "care" they receive.  It could make you a better health care provider.

I'll be providing excerpts as soon as I get the published copy.

Wednesday, May 21, 2014

Sean Hannity and the VA Scandal (featuring our favorite amnesia drug)

I've been listening to a couple of the widows of VA atrocities with attention.  There is one woman who was talking about her husband being beaten to within an inch of his life during an MRI scan.  He died shortly thereafter, but not before he begged her to get him OUT of the hospital.  She asked how it was that he was so badly damaged from an MRI scan...you know where this is going...  He says he remembered everything up until he got upstairs, then nothing until he woke up almost dead.  He couldn't figure out how he could have so many injuries and not remember what happened.  His widow mentioned that he had painkillers in his system and mentioned an "amnesia drug".  She said she researched the drug and couldn't believe that anybody in medicine had such a drug and would use it on her husband.  I'm going to be watching this story very carefully for more revelations.

The private coroner told the widow that the only way this guy could have sustained the life threatening injuries (and ultimately death) was 1) a car wreck  2) sports  3) a severe beating.  Paraphrased from what I heard.  Suppose this man had the same rage reaction to Versed that so many of us have had?  Is that how he apparently got beaten to death while getting an MRI at a veterans hospital?  He died 8 days after the Versed/beating was administered.

I'll write more when I have more time.  I want to hear ALL the details.  Connie Lonsberry if you are reading this feel free to contact me here:  nomidazolam@aol.com

Sunday, May 11, 2014

Here You Go, Versed Used For Truth Serum/Blackmail.

http://www.sociopathworld.com/2014/05/truth-serum.html  

You should LOVE this one.  It's written tongue in cheek, but the problem is real and the excuses for using Versed in this fashion are not outside the realms of possibility.

I took the liberty of reproducing the article here from the above link.  I DID NOT WRITE THIS!  Some people have problems recognising the fact that *I* don't write every single essay bashing Versed.  No I don't and I did not write this one.



MONDAY, MAY 5, 2014

Truth serum?

I had dinner with some doctor friends of mine who were relating stories about how people react under anesthesia. My favorite story was about a 14 year old kid started hallucinating and feeling like he was being kidnapped by his doctors. When the doctors told him, "No, we like you, we're your friends."

The kid screamed back, "You like me?! You want to rape me?!"

After like 10 minutes of trying to calm him down, they decided to give up on the procedure for the day. The patient had stopped screaming enough for the doctors to explain that they were about to get his parents, and that seem to relax him. While the doctor was in the waiting room explaining to the parents about the child's adverse reaction to the drugs he heard a nurse yelling, "He's running!"

The child had apparently faked compliance to trick his captors into thinking he would cooperate with them. Really, he was just biding his time to escape. Unfortunately, as he sprinted away from the clinic, he seemed to be headed directly for a busy street and was still in his impaired condition. The doctor kicked off his clogs and started running after him in his socks. When the kid saw the doctor behind him, he freaked out again, running even faster. Finally the doctor caught up with him and tackled him to the ground before he ran out into the busy intersection.

But the stories that I thought were most interesting from a philosophical point of view were the stories about patient reactions to the drug Versed/Midazolam. Apparently it is a psychoactive drug with some funny side-effects. From Wikipedia:

In susceptible individuals, midazolam has been known to cause a paradoxical reaction, a well-documented complication with benzodiazapines. When this occurs, the individual may experience anxiety, involuntary movements, aggressive or violent behavior, uncontrollable crying or verbalization, and other similar effects. This seems to be related to the altered state of consciousness or disinhibition produced by the drug.

From the doctors' stories, it seems that the most common manifestation of this in female patients is to cry. For the male patients, a very common manifestation of the verbalization is to turn into complete perverts. One of the female doctors was telling me that it was really eye-opening to her to have this uptight conservative businessmen come in for their procedures and then say raunchy-as-hell things once the Versed gets flowing.

I asked them perhaps the age old question, which is the real them? is the Versed version the more authentic version of the patient? (In vino veritas?) Or does the Versed alter their natural thought patterns? The doctors seemed to think it was definitely the former. As an example, one doctor told me about one of her patients that seemed so inappropriate on Versed that she looked him up online afterwards and found out that he was a relatively prominent public figure who had a history of sexual indiscretions and cover-ups. The thing about Versed is that it also causes temporary amnesia, so the patient doesn't typically remember how they behaved on the drug.

I, of course, thought that an enterprising unethical doctor should start taking video of these patients and using the tapes for blackmail. What better way to ruin someone's life than to shame them in the court of public opinion, right? And they deserve it too, I bet. Best case (?) scenario, the patient/target is not aware that he has these particular flaws and we're doing him/her a favor by letting him/her know about them in no uncertain terms. Worst case scenario, the patient/target already knows about his/her character flaw and has been working overtime to mask it from the general public. Fakers. We should not have to tolerate this level of deception and/or hypocrisy from our fellow humans. These people deserve to be outted. If they are innocent, harmless, or if there is nothing really wrong with what they're doing then I'm sure they'll be fine. If bad things happen to them, then they obviously must have gotten what they deserved. 

Saturday, May 3, 2014

NOT Getting Versed? "A No Brainer"

I got an e-mail from a reader and it is so good, I got permission to reproduce it here.  Thanks Anonymous!
This reader also sent a pamphlet on Midazolam/Versed that I am going to address in my next post.
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Thanks for all the info on this horrible Versed. Thanks to your blog and a whole lot of others, I got thru my colonoscopy drug free. I am a needle phobic and tend to pass out after any IV so when I read about VERSED, well, no brainer!


I signed up for a drug free colonoscopy last year after my own GP admitted she herself had had one sedation free. I feel any GI doctor willing to do one drug free must be pretty good at his/her job. My twin sister chose the drug route for her colonoscopy procedure and to this day, cannot even tell me what the doctor reported, why she has to come back in five years instead of ten, she thinks she was "asleep" for the procedure. Pathetic!

I read your blog, did all the research, knew my strong and weak points and just went ahead and booked one unsedated. I had to pass on the upper endoscopy though. I am asthmatic and could never get through that one, sedated or unsedated. We have to know when we are out of our depth and just refuse these procedures when we feel we won't survive them.

Note that when you say "no sedation" they still try to shove a needle into you assuming you will take Fentanyl or some other opioid for pain. I crossed off all of this on the form and wrote "NO MEDS" with my initials and they still came into the procedure room and told me to just roll up my sweater sleeve for the needle. (I didn't get one of those horrible gowns to wear because I wasn't going to be sedated I guess so no "stickies" on my chest, just a BP cuff and pulse oximeter ). I refused the needle altogether and for the third time, knowing they would shove that VERSED into me as soon as I felt the slightest twinge.

How did the procedure go?? Well, after more dire warnings about pain from the GI who had initially agreed to it, I just soldiered on, one bad moment where she hit the sigmoid/splenic flexure and I nearly passed out ( but remember, I have that bad vagus nerve anyhow). Doctor said "Do you want me to stop?" and I said: "Just give me a minute to catch my breath" and we went on. Doctor got right to the Terminal Ileum and the nurses, (by this time there were two of them) told me I was a trooper. (I am probably the first 74 yr. old woman they ever did unsedated so I hope I made my point to them.)

One thing I now know. Forget modesty! They flip you onto your back part way through the procedure and I am certain they remove or pull up your gown when you are sedated. I had on my upper clothes and a paper cover which the doctor attempted to cover me with when I rolled over (for all the good that did!) I am sure they do not bother with ANY of this when you are "under the influence" yelling your head off! They just pretty much treat you as they please and since you are drugged, they don't have to stop the procedure.

Do I recommend unsedated colonoscopy? Yes and No. You have to be determined and it apparently helps to be male, to not have adhesions, IBS, not to have had a hysterectomy, not to have a redundant colon etc. People need to do some research and know something about their own bodies. Some of these folks might find the procedure painful, even with a good GI. For me, I would do it again if I had to but I don't think I will ever have to. Some polyps removed, benign, a bit of diverticulosis but not serious and let's face it, at 74 I am probably home-free. This is a "one and done" and should keep my GP quiet and off my case for the rest of my life.


See attached book if you haven't read it yet on the origin of this drug.

Keep up the good work. VERSED is a horrible drug for those of us who
  • are control freaks
  • don't trust the medical profession
  • don't take drugs
  • want to know what is going on with our bodies
  • want to keep our memories and brains intact
  • basically hate BIG PHARMA