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Hi there,
I found your blog while investigating the drugs I was given. Here is my
story:
On March 24, 2016 I went in for carpal tunnel release (endoscopic) surgery
on my right wrist.
Pre-op, a number of staff members prepped me for
surgery, the intake nurse, the phlebotomist, the anesthesiologist, the surgeon,
and another nurse. Repeatedly I was asked about my medical record that stated I
am allergic to narcotics (this is because I have extreme long lasting
vomiting/nausea for hours/days with no relief except medical intervention). When
asked, I confirmed it and was told "well then I will barely give you anything
then."
That's it, no disclosure of what or if no sedation was an option, which I
preferred.
Keep in mind I have had two c-sections with no sedations and had weekly
aspirations of my thyroid gland (large needle repeatedly inserted into front of
neck and fluid drawn out) during pregnancy with no drugs or even an anxious
refrain to the doctor.
On the way being rolled into the surgery room, I felt dizzy and saw the
room start to sway. I heard the Anesthesiologist say "I see the cocktail I
have you is taking effect."
Shortly after that began what I can only
describe as tripping out of my mind into complete and total psychosis. I
fragmented. Was transported out of the room, split into pieces of myself and
traveled around fragments of my brain. I didn't know I was a person or what a
person was. I was a collection of memories, fears, intentions, images, etc. In
the simplest terms, I was gone. In one moment I remembered Jesus was and is. I
thought His name. Then I "saw" in my mind's eye a figure that looked like His
form in the midst of the chaos. I feel Him say "focus on Me." So I did. I
realized I was human and that I was having surgery. I opened my left eye (the
other eye couldn't move.). I saw I was on the table and felt cool air I was
breathing through a tunnel of sorts. (oxygen mask I guess) I could hear the
staff chatting away happily.
I said to whoever would listen "I had a bad trip."
I heard a man say he wanted a corned beef sandwich and a woman talk about a
girl she knew who "tripped" from anesthesia, but it wasn't bad.
When I came out of surgery I was ridiculously sick, heaving
violently.
I spent the rest of the day horribly I'll.
Since then, I feel like I am on a ship. Often nauseous (but burp instead of
vomit thank God!) I am dizzy, off balance, and hallucinate (I will remember
doing something and circumstances will show me I hadn't done the thing I fully
remembered doing.) I've also seen a few things that weren't there. A man in my
house, bugs, etc.
I asked if no anesthesia was an option becasue if it wasn't, I didn't want
to get my left wrist done. I told them why and just about the nausea and feeling
like I'm on a ship.
The surgeon came back into the exam room to tell me they did a bier block
so they didn't give me any anesthesia. I said "yes they did." Then he said "well
they probably only gave you a little versed and that wouldn't cause that." So I
said "well I'm allergic to narcotics so for me I'm extremely sensitive to that."
He said well we will have to look at your chart and see what you were given and
give you something else. I asked "can't I just have nothing? I've had two
c-sections." He said "well just talk to them during the surgery and if you need
something just tell them."
So..... I expected maybe....this type of response:
How long have you been experiencing the dizziness/nausea?
Are you having any other symptoms since the surgery?
Have you been eating and sleeping normally?
I'm so sorry to hear this.... we will have to figure out what's causing it
and get you feeling better.
NOPE!
The response was directly aimed at two objectives:
1. Deny any relation between the symptoms and the
surgery/anesthesia
2. Set things up to get me in place for the next surgery with
anesthesia.
Now I am looking into switching into a different network and discussing my
options with my insurance carrier. I may ask them if they have any interest in
my experience being given a drug in a class I repeatedly confirmed I was
allergic to and being charged for drugs that are not needed or specifically
declined by the patient.
(why would they want to pay for drugs like this?)
Reform is needed!!! Feel free to share my story where ever you see fit!
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