Anybody in the UK?

I got this in an email:

"Hi I am in UK do you have any active contacts here

My mum died in hospital after being injected with midazolam whilst unconsciousin secret unbeknown to her LPA and RPR and family

She was recorded as allergic to benzopines in her hospital passport they had on ward

I cannot get anywhere in UK all the walls are down questions not answered I can’t even find out where to make a report of the breach of drug legislation here or who enforces the law no one knows seemingly no one sees bumping of our elderly as an issue

It was given to our mum off licence sub cut – the hospital will not tell me the manufacturer and the drs order to the pharmacist was faulty in UK a prescription of class 3 drug must say the dilution strength etc – it did not – the dr stated on the order it was not off licence when it was this was PRN non emergency no patient/LPA agreement no right to refuse

Can you help with any info on Midazolam and reports deaths in USA or any government safety alerts re this drug

Many thanks and regards"

I have the name address and email on file and I can give her your info if needed.  Thanks in advance for helping.

Email from a Reader.

I was absolutely tickled to get this email from a reader.  Again, I'm sorry I didn't get to it 4 months ago when he sent it, but here it is...

"Hi,

I noticed you had not had anything new in the blog lately, so I thought I'd share this in case you had not seen it before.

The Robert Ludlum novel "The Sigma Protocol" contains this fascinating passage near the end:

"But with the correct dose of *Versed* you'll become so free of inhibitions that you'll tell me anything I want to know. And here's the magical thing: afterward you'll remember nothing. You'll talk and talk quite lucidly and yet, from the moment you're put on the IV, you'll have no memory of what happened.  It's really quite remarkable."

...And those CRNAs say it's not a control drug, eh???

Enjoy!"

I love this!  Now I have to buy the book.  Thanks reader!

Break Time

I have taken a break form nomidazolam, mainly because, contrary to the opinions of medical minions, yes I DO get to call the shots.  (clever pun)  I have not only forced the medical minions to do as I say, but I have also successfully argued that by signing a blank (as in zero information) "consent to treat" they are violating my RIGHT to informed consent.  After a few rounds and some phone calls, I have received treatment WITHOUT signing away my rights.

Now that that is out of the way, I demanded that they put INTO MY MEDICAL RECORDS that "under no circumstances" am I to be given Versed.  Part of it is that I'm adamant that not a drop of that substance is to be injected into me.  The other part is where I tried to kill the nurses while under the influence of their drug from HELL!  That makes them kinda nervous, so they do as I say, and since it's all documented in my patient charts, even the EMT's won't try any funny stuff.  I'm so sweet when I get my way.

There is a lawyer who is interested in this.

Looking for a good lawyer group that’s willing to take on big Pharma. My email is __________.  (redacted.  Contact me if anybody else wants to do something like this.

Midazolam as Euthanasia

I got this email from my inbox.  Sorry, I've been gone for a while dealing with other things.  I'm baaaack!

Nurse Murders rapes with Midazolam in uk 2000

http://news.bbc.co.uk/1/hi/uk/752332.stm

And still in uk there is no discard record required re this drug so no one really knows who much is used from an ampoule to inject our elderly loved ones –involuntary euthanasia ...I believe so

Hi I am in UK do you have any active contacts here

My mum died in hospital after being injected with midazolam whilst unconscious in secret unbeknown to her LPA and RPR and family

She was recorded as allergic to benzopines in her hospital passport they had on ward

I cannot get anywhere in UK all the walls are down questions not answered I can’t even find out where to make a report of the breach of drug legislation here or who enforces the law no one knows seemingly no one sees bumping of our elderly as an issue

It was given to our mum off licence sub cut – the hospital will not tell me the manufacturer and the drs order to the pharmacist was faulty in UK a prescription of class 3 drug must say the dilution strength etc – it did not – the dr stated on the order it was not off licence when it was this was PRN non emergency no patient/LPA agreement no right to refuse

Can you help with any info on Midazolam and reports deaths in USA or any government safety alerts re this drug

Nothing my writer says is a shock to me.  Versed/Midazolam can absolutely be used to murder (excuse me, euthanize) people.  Remember that lawsuit brought by convicted killers on death row here in the States?  The murderers claimed that using Versed constituted "cruel and unusual punishment."  While I have no sympathy for these violent killers, I do have sympathy for INNOCENT LIVES lost (daily ?) due to the use of this chemical.

Recent Versed Victims Needed

If you are the recent victim of a "bad trip" on the diabolical drug Versed/Midazolam, like in the last year or so, PLEASE contact me.  There is something in the works regarding possibly getting a class action suit.  We really need to do this to prevent others from suffering as we all have.  email me at nomidazolam@aol.com  Thanks you so much!

I Got This as a Comment

I have removed the name because I don't have permission to use it, but this essay is too good to languish in the comments section.

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"I must also agree, I have the kind of memory you mention and I am experiencing cognitive difficulty one week after the mind wipe procedure that was supposed to be only an examination. I yell at people now and have no tolerance for my eight year old son's behavior. I hope I can still maintain a good relationship with him but feel I'm not who I used to be. I say sorry to my son and my partner a lot now and feel ashamed that I can't take responsibility for my actions. I feel stupid now as I blame the hospital staff for my behavior which sets a bad example for my son. How can I teach my son to take responsibility for his actions when I've been screwed up from the inside out by a stranger? I'm not me anymore. I wouldn't wish these symptoms on anyone except people who push drugs into people who don't understand the effect. At this point, I think if I could see my anesthetist struggle with my issues and I could cause him pain while giving him Midazolam and say "It's a good fun time, isn't it? Give him more poison, he's being too loud." then I might start to shake this depression, or at least be happy to see justice for a change. Not the kind of thought I'm used to having but I guess he brings out the best in me.

I am worried I'll never achieve my goal to obtain a certificate in electronics since I require my mind for that endeavour. The paranoia, crazy dreams, tension and forgetfulness among other side effects weren't discussed before my procedure. I'm just glad the hallucinations stopped. No one told me they would be chatting to me about various things for 50 minutes, all of which would end up being forgotten. I am a very private person, don't use facebook and already had a distrust of people due to past problems. I'll never go back for any more tests which means I'll never get to the bottom of the problem I've been having for 6+ years with loss of blood when I use the toilet, so much so that I need iron infusions. The specialists were getting fed up with how long its taking and I think after they learn of the phobia to tests I've developed, they will stop giving me iron altogether. They did keep saying they were sick of filling a bucket that has a hole in it. Unfortunately when this bucket gets kicked, there wont be a replacement.

If these symptoms persist I fear my life's pursuit of electronics and computers will be destroyed. I wrote programs and built electronic devices with PIC chips for fun. Now I can't motivate myself which is out of character for me. One strange thing is that I tried to get motivation to make some music, which I did but my style is different now, possibly better. Not the result I was looking for when I went in for my examination.
BTW I think everyone should have the right to CONTROL what is done to them. If that's being a freak then so be it. If people choose to give up control then the doctors should let them make an informed decision." 

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I am so sorry this happened.  It actually does get better, but it takes YEARS.  Some of it, like the extreme anxiety about medical procedures doesn't really get better, but for the inappropriate rage, insomnia etc. that does significantly decline over time.  That doesn't help NOW, but it will get better.  My own daughter has a bright line of demarcation between before Versed mommy and after Versed mommy.  She survived it.  Talk about it.  Apologize.  Yes a brief time with Versed can cause problems for years.  It IS the drug, it IS the complete and total disregard for you as a person by the medical field that traumatized you.  

Try a supplement called Prevagen.  I take it every day.  I used Lexapro for a while for acute episodes.  Thanks for writing.  Hopefully your story will help others.