tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2536445998093886588.post9086766259761652311..comments2023-09-22T04:02:57.780-07:00Comments on No Midazolam: Is This What Happened To You?Never Againhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/00809517208101930723noreply@blogger.comBlogger8125tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2536445998093886588.post-4630246977200449502014-10-10T21:11:28.996-07:002014-10-10T21:11:28.996-07:00I haven't had a colonoscopy because I think it...I haven't had a colonoscopy because I think it's just one more intrusive test in the quest for medical dollars. There are a LOT of articles both pro and con for the test. In my mind, if you are asymptomatic, just do the stool test. It's cheap and can tell you if you might benefit from the full on colonoscopy. <br /><br />As for finding a place that does the test without Versed, I was pleasantly surprised that in my medium sized city, there is a place who has a specil doctor who ONLY performs the unsedated tests. If that is available here, it should be available some place near you.<br /><br />6cc is an enormous amount of Versed in the time frame you describe. This stuff only takes a little to fry your brain. <br /><br />Versed CAUSED PTSD in me. To this day I haven't fully recovered from the scrambling my brain received. I have high anxiety now about all kinds of stuff and anger management issues. Things that were never a problem before the Versed.<br /><br />Next time you need anesthesia dispense with the uppity anesthesia nurse. They are nearly all megalomaniacs with narcissistic personality disorder, in my opinion, having dealt with plenty of them. Demand a real anesthesiologist and avoid what happened with your husband. Knowing what I know now, I would have FIRED the rude crna on the spot. That's your right. Never Againhttps://www.blogger.com/profile/00809517208101930723noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2536445998093886588.post-11997125749149787482014-10-08T14:41:45.248-07:002014-10-08T14:41:45.248-07:00Hi, all, this is a very informative blog--thank yo...Hi, all, this is a very informative blog--thank you for sharing your experiences. While I cannot confirm it, I believe I was given an 'overdose' of Versed in 2009 that really messed me up. I got 6 cc in a very short time--maybe 2-3 minutes--because I was anxious about the surgery (endometrial ablation--I'd had a gall bladder surgery at the same facility that went really wrong, and honestly, it was more the hospital that frightened me than anything--they weren't even going to let my hubby sit with me pre-op until I said I wouldn't have the surgery otherwise). No titration, nothing--isn't that a very hefty dose for a 160 lb female? I remember it made me extremely nauseated and didn't really help my anxiety--it worsened it. In the OR, I felt like I was choking and then everything went black. Post-op, after a series of panic attacks, I was formally diagnosed with PTSD and an anxiety disorder by a psychiatrist (MD) and spent 2 years in outpatient therapy (cognitive behavior therapy, medication, and exposure therapy). <br /><br />So--did I have an anxiety order beforehand, and Versed merely exacerbated it? Or did I perhaps not really have an anxiety disorder, but just plain old "pre-op nerves" that anyone might have, and Versed ended up causing me to have PTSD? No one can say. But I'm stuck with this for the rest of my life. I did really well in treatment and didn't have another major episode for 4 years. I even had disk surgery on my spine and did great (I may have had Versed, but I don't think so--different hospital and much better care--I remember everything, and the anesthesiologist talked to me in the OR--she even said, you tell us when YOU are ready, and promised it would be nothing like the ablation--and she was right--no choking or anything). <br /><br />Although my last episode involved Versed, it wasn't me having it--hubby had to have arthroscopic knee surgery in 2013. He had a serious reaction to Versed (respiratory distress) when he'd had an endoscopy a few years earlier, and the anesthesiologist very responsibly told us. "You have a hypersensitivity to Versed, so always let your team know that they need to avoid it in the future"). No one had a problem with that until the CRNA at the knee scope. He was downright nasty and mad about not being able to use Versed (he kept saying how much he LOVED it)--he told me as they were wheeling my husband out, "Don't worry--I'll keep him out unless he stops breathing, hahaha." What a jerk!! Anyway, I made it back to the lobby and then had a full out screaming panic attack and almost ended up running out into the road. I hardly remember it. One of the nurses luckily knew how to 'reach' me (i.e. how to deal with a fight or flight reaction), and we talked and sat together until hubby was ready to leave. We wrote one heck of a letter to the hospital and his knee surgeon. They were horrified. They made the CRNA call and apologize personally. The ortho surgeon even said, "He's technically a great CRNA, one of the best, but yes, his bedside manner can be harsh." Nice. <br /><br />So--I guess my concluding point is that both me and my husband have had bad reactions to it. We've also had responsible anesthesiologists who have skipped it and/or told us it wasn't in our best interests, and that was helpful. I think my big fear is that within the next 2 years, I'll be in the age range to have a colonoscopy. I don't know if I can find anyone who is willing to skip the Versed. Any suggestions on how to find someone? Do you just keep calling gastroenterologists or what? Thanks for reading!Anonymousnoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2536445998093886588.post-89914679051789129752014-08-18T09:38:27.764-07:002014-08-18T09:38:27.764-07:00I think you're onto something (although you pr...I think you're onto something (although you probably wouldn't use videotape these days!). One of the best innovations in law enforcement has been the use of cameras either in the cruisers and/or worn by officers during their work. I have a friend who is a police chief in the town where I grew up, and he is an ardent supporter of this technology. Both the cops and the people they stop tend to behave better when they know they're being recorded.Anonymousnoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2536445998093886588.post-42494880240776890232014-08-14T05:58:59.453-07:002014-08-14T05:58:59.453-07:00I will bet that if these procedures with Versed we...I will bet that if these procedures with Versed were all videotaped, and the patients were allowed to watch them later, there would be outrage. <br />Anonymousnoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2536445998093886588.post-50337975421915957772014-08-13T11:08:49.099-07:002014-08-13T11:08:49.099-07:00Violated, exactly. Nothing is more intimate and p...Violated, exactly. Nothing is more intimate and personal than your own memories, and they were taken without your knowledge or permission. emtgardenerhttps://www.blogger.com/profile/12494889961647663740noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2536445998093886588.post-24269718874842113812014-08-13T11:02:59.757-07:002014-08-13T11:02:59.757-07:00Thanks for your reply. In all fairness to the hos...Thanks for your reply. In all fairness to the hospital, there were some issues from my end (no pun intended!) with scheduling the colonoscopy, which I did while I was out of state for several weeks. It's likely the paperwork was mailed while I was away and got lost in the stack of mail and other papers that was here when I returned. The paperwork I received from the Endoscopy clinic at the hospital on August 4 was dated June 23.<br /><br />We live in a culture where most of us are taught at some point that it is unacceptable to tell lies for our own convenience but it that it is perfectly OK to tell half-truths and omit relevant information when it furthers our own interests. I think that more people would refuse drugs like Versed or Propofol were told they would be given a drug that would prevent memories from being formed while being awake during a potentially traumatic procedure, they would either refuse the drug or refuse the procedure outright. Both of these things result in lost time/money for the provider. <br /><br />To be fair, I've come to realize from speaking to most of my friends and colleagues that most people DON'T want to remember these procedures and welcome the drugs. That's fine for them, and it should be their choice. I do want my memories, even the traumatic ones, and nobody has the right to take them from me.<br /><br />By the way, I just spoke to the nurse manager at the gastro clinic. She said she is going to bring up my concerns about the wording of the prep instructions in a meeting with the docs next week and get back to me. So we'll see. She did tell me that when she herself preps a patient for a procedure, she always explains the drugs and the effects. She did agree with me that explaining these things at the last minute before the IV is put in not ideal. I asked if I was the only person to ever have this reaction to being given Versed, and she told me that I am.emtgardenerhttps://www.blogger.com/profile/12494889961647663740noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2536445998093886588.post-6809044525939573262014-08-13T05:12:47.930-07:002014-08-13T05:12:47.930-07:00By the way, I also didn't receive instructions...By the way, I also didn't receive instructions for my colonoscopy preparation until 2 days before the procedure. They made no mention of the drugs that would be used; and neither did the consent form I received & was asked to sign minutes before the procedure. I was simply told to bring a driver, since I would be sedated. I mistakenly thought that meant I would receive something SEDATING, not something specifically intended to erase my memory.<br />I suspect it is intentional not to give the patients too much information ( at almost the last minute), knowing most won't ask any questions, just wanting to get it all over with. VERY TRICKYAnonymousnoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2536445998093886588.post-66896318526303138212014-08-13T04:50:49.487-07:002014-08-13T04:50:49.487-07:00I can almost guarantee they will not change to wor...I can almost guarantee they will not change to wording to let patients know the drug is given to " MAKE patients forget." At most, they may state that the patient will be sleepy and "may not remember" the procedure. Slighty different wording, but is deceptive nonetheless, implying it isn't intentional, which we all know it is.<br />I also do not want my memories stolen from me EVER, and the fact it was done to me without knowledge or warning makes it feel like mental rape. Yes, I did feel that violated.<br />It is refreshing to know there are some medical people who will respect a patient's right to refuse Versed, but sadly, they are in the minority. Most patients are bullied into accepting it, or given it against their wishes, under the guise of<br />"just trying to help." ( Help THEM, they really mean)<br />NeverAgain, I await your comments...Anonymousnoreply@blogger.com